窄门The Narrow Gate
THE NARROW-GATE
So, in process of time, Christian arrived at the narrow-gate. Now, over the gate there was written, "Knock, and it shall be opened unto you."
He knocked, therefore, several times, saying, "May I now enter here--though I have been an undeserving wretch? If so, I shall sing His everlasting praise!"
At last, a serious person came to the gate, named Good-will, and asked who was there--from whence he came--and what he wanted.
Christian responded, "I am a poor burdened sinner, coming from the City of Destruction. I am going to the Celestial City, that I may be saved from the wrath to come. I have been informed Sir, that the way to the Celestial City is through this gate. Are you willing to let me enter?"
Good-will replied, "I am willing with all my heart!" And with this, he opened the gate.
As Christian was stepping in, Good-will gave him a sudden yank.
Surprised, Christian asked, "Why did you do that!"
Good-will then explained, "A short distance from this gate, there is a strong castle erected, of which Beelzebub is the prince. From there, both he and his minions shoot arrows at those who come up to this gate--hoping to kill them before they can enter in!"
Then Christian said, "I both rejoice and tremble!"
When Christian was safely inside, the man at the narrow-gate asked him who had directed him there.
"Evangelist directed me to come here and knock--as I did," said Christian, "and that you, Sir, would then tell me what I must do."
"An open door is set before you--and no man can shut it!" responded Good-will.
"I am now beginning to reap the benefits of my hazardous journey!" replied Christian.
"But how is it that you came alone?" asked Good-will.
"Because none of my neighbors saw their danger--as I saw mine," answered Christian.
"Did any of them know of your coming?" inquired Good-will.
Christian replied, "Yes! My wife and children saw me at first, and called after me to come back. Also, some of my neighbors stood crying and calling for me to return; but I put my fingers in my ears--and so I started on my journey."
"But did none of them follow you--to attempt to persuade you to turn back?" asked Good-will.
"Yes!" replied Christian, "both Obstinate and Pliable tried to turn me back; but when they saw that they could not prevail, Obstinate railed at me, and went back alone. But Pliable came with me for a little way."
"But why did Pliable not come all the way here with you?" questioned Good-will.
Christian explained, "Indeed, he did come with me--until we came to the Swamp of Despond, into which we suddenly fell! At that, Pliable became so discouraged, that he would not venture with me any further. Being thus disheartened, he got out of the swamp on the side nearest to his own house--and he told me I could possess the heavenly country alone! So he went his way, following after Obstinate--and I continued traveling to this narrow-gate."
Then Good-will said, "Alas, poor Pliable! Is Celestial Glory of so small a value to him--that he does not count it worth running the hazard of a few difficulties to obtain it?"
Christian then said, "I have stated the truth concerning Pliable; but if I would also tell all the truth about myself--it would reveal that there is no difference between us! It is true that he went back to his own house--but I had also turned aside into the way of destruction, being persuaded by the worldly arguments of Mr. Worldly-wiseman."
"Oh! That deceiver would have you seek ease from your burden at the hands of Mr. Legality! Both of them are liars and cheats! And did you take his counsel?" asked Good-will.
"Yes, as far as I dared!" confessed Christian, "I went to find Mr. Legality, until I thought that the mountain on the way to his house would fall upon my head! So I was forced to stop!"
"That mountain has been the death of many--and will be the death of many more! It is fortunate that you escaped without being dashed to pieces!" exclaimed Good-will.
Christian answered, "Truly, I do not know what would have become of me--had not Evangelist found me in my sad plight! But it was of God's mercy that he came to me--otherwise I would never have arrived at this narrow-gate. But now I am here safe--even I, who certainly am more fit to have died under that mountain, than to have arrived safely here. O! what a choice favor is this!"
Good-will then said, "We refuse entrance to no sincere Pilgrim, notwithstanding all the wickedness they have done before they arrive here. Therefore my friend, come with me, and I will teach you about the way in which you must go. Look ahead of you--do you see that narrow way? That is the way you must go. It was built by the patriarchs, prophets, Christ and His Apostles; and is as straight as can be. This is the only way you must go!"
"But," inquired Christian, "Are there no turnings nor windings, by which a Pilgrim may lose his way?"
"Yes, there are many side paths which intersect with the narrow way--but they are crooked and wide. This is how you may distinguish the right from the wrong--only the right path is straight and narrow!"
Then I saw in my dream, that Christian further asked if Good-will could help him remove the burden which was upon his back; for he could not remove it without help.
Good-will told him, "Be content to bear your burden until you come to the place of deliverance; for there it will fall from your back all by itself."
# 窄门
过了一段时间,基督徒终于来到窄门。门上写着:「叩门,就给你们开门。」
于是,他一连叩了几次门,说道:「我虽是个不配的可怜人,如今也可以从这里进去吗?我若可以进去,就要永远歌唱赞美祂!」
最后,有一个神情庄重的人来到门前,名叫「善意」。他问外面是谁,从哪里来,又想要什么。
基督徒回答:「我是个背负重担的可怜罪人,从毁灭城而来,正要前往天城,好使自己逃避将来的忿怒。先生,有人告诉我,通往天城的道路要经过这扇门。你愿意让我进去吗?」
善意回答:「我全心愿意!」说着便打开了门。
基督徒刚要迈进门里,善意突然猛力把他拉了进去。
基督徒吃了一惊,问道:「你为什么这样作?」
善意解释说:「离这扇门不远的地方,矗立着一座坚固的城堡,王就是别西卜。他和手下从那里向来到门前的人射箭,想在他们进门以前把他们杀死!」
基督徒说:「我真是又欢喜,又战兢!」
基督徒安全进入门里以后,守窄门的人问,是谁指引他来到这里。
基督徒说:「传道者指引我到这里叩门,我也照着作了;他还说,先生你会告诉我下一步应当作什么。」
善意回答:「看哪,在你面前有一个敞开的门,是无人能关的!」
基督徒回答:「如今,我开始收取这趟冒险旅程所带来的益处了!」
善意问:「可是,你怎么会独自前来呢?」
基督徒回答:「因为我的邻舍没有像我看见自己的危险那样,看见他们自己的危险。」
善意问:「他们中间有人知道你要来吗?」
基督徒回答:「有!我刚动身的时候,妻子儿女都看见了,喊我回去;还有一些邻舍站在那里,不住大喊,叫我回头。我却用手指塞住耳朵,就这样踏上旅程。」
善意问:「难道没有人追上来,想劝你回头吗?」
基督徒回答:「有!顽固和柔顺都想叫我回去。他们看见劝不动我,顽固便辱骂我,独自回去了;柔顺却跟我同行了一小段路。」
善意问:「柔顺为什么没有一路跟你来到这里?」
基督徒解释说:「他确实同我一起走到灰心沼,我们突然一同掉进沼泽。柔顺因此灰心丧胆,再也不愿冒险跟我前行。他万分沮丧地从靠近自家方向的那一边爬出沼泽,还对我说,天上的国度就留给我独自享有!于是,他跟随顽固走自己的路,我却继续朝这扇窄门前行。」
善意说:「唉,可怜的柔顺!难道天上的荣耀在他眼中如此微不足道,竟不值得冒一点困难的风险去取得吗?」
基督徒说:「我刚才讲述柔顺的事,句句都是真话。然而,我若也把自己的实情全部说出来,就会显明我与他并没有什么差别!他固然回到自己家里,我却也曾被世故先生属世的论证说服,转离正路,走上通往毁灭的道路。」
善意问:「哦!那个骗子一定叫你到律法先生手下寻求脱去担子的安舒!他们两个都是说谎的人和骗子!你听了他的劝告吗?」
基督徒承认说:「我照着自己所敢的去听了!我动身去找律法先生,直到我以为通往他家的那座山就要坍塌下来,压在我头上,才被迫停下脚步。」
善意惊叹道:「那座山已经使许多人丧命,将来还要使更多人丧命!你竟没有被它砸得粉碎,真是万幸!」
基督徒回答:「老实说,如果传道者没有在我悲惨的困境中找到我,我实在不知道自己会有什么结局!然而,神怜悯我,使他来到我身边,否则我绝不可能到达这扇窄门。如今,我竟安全地来到这里;像我这样的人,原本肯定更配死在那座山下,根本不配平安来到这里。唉,这是何等上好的恩惠!」
善意说:「无论真诚的天路客来到这里以前作过多少恶事,我们都不拒绝他们进门。所以,朋友,跟我来;我要把你当走的道路教导你。向前看,你看见那条窄路吗?那就是你必须走的路。列祖、先知、基督和祂的使徒修筑了这条路;它笔直得不能再直。你惟独必须走这条路!」
基督徒问:「这条路难道没有什么转弯或岔道,会使天路客迷失方向吗?」
善意回答:「有许多小路同窄路交叉,但那些小路又弯曲又宽阔。你可以这样分辨正路和错路:惟有正路又直又窄!」
我又在梦中看见,基督徒进一步询问善意,能不能帮助他卸下背上的担子,因为他没有别人的帮助就无法除去它。
善意告诉他:「你只管安静忍耐,背着担子走到得释放之处;到了那里,它自然会从你背上掉下来。」