十字架脚下的爱Love at the Foot of the Cross

THE FOOT OF THE CROSS by Octavius Winslow

Love at the Foot of the Cross

"Do you love Me?" He said, "Lord, You know all things; You know that I love You." John 21:17

There is no place where the believer's love to Christ receives a diviner inspiration, a stronger and more healthful impulse, than at the cross of Jesus. The cross of Calvary is the altar of divine love- it is love in its most sublime, most touching and impressive form. No perfection of God is so conspicuous, precious, and transcendent in the redemption of man as love. "God is love," are words emblazoned upon the cross in letters of living light. It is true there was an awesome manifestation of justice, and a solemn display of holiness,

and a stern vindication of truth, and an overwhelming demonstration of power in the cross of Jesus; but divine love outshone and eclipsed them all. The cross of Jesus is love's portrait, love's exponent, love's sacrifice- the place where this divine plant of heaven in the believer's soul takes its deepest root, unveils its richest beauty, and breathes its sweetest fragrance. Having studied the graces of penitence and faith at the cross of Jesus, let us view in the same hallowed light the kindred grace of love.

Love to Christ is both the essence and the evidence of our Christianity; we thus become, as believers in Jesus, a reflection- faint, indeed!- of the essential nature of God. "God is love, and he that dwells in love dwells in God, and God in him." There is not a truer or more powerful test of our religion than love. The fulfilling of the law and obedience to the gospel are resolvable into the same principle- the principle of love. "Love is the fulfilling of the law." "If you love me, keep my commandments." Such was the test to which our Lord subjected the attachment and fidelity of Peter. "Do you love me?" Detaching him from every other object, the Savior presented Himself as the one, sole absorbing object of His disciple's love. "Do you love ME?" Here was the divine magnet and its attraction. Never did our Lord propound an question more expressive and touching; and never did a disciple return an answer more responsive and precious. "Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you." Beloved, the question and the answer equally concern us. To every professed follower the Savior addresses the same question. Does the reply of Peter find a response in our heart? Is it the echo of our feelings? Let us in faith approach the foot of the cross, and beneath its solemn light have close dealings with Jesus and with our own hearts touching this vital matter- our LOVE to the Savior. To this test let us bring our affections, by it let us try our religion. Let us realize that Christ is addressing us individually- is addressing you, is addressing me- with, "Do you love me?" What answer are we prepared to return? Let me endeavor to aid you, beloved reader, in this momentous inquiry by placing before you, first–

THE OBJECT OF LOVE. "Do you love ME?" We admire and adore the wisdom of our Lord in giving this mold to the question- in presenting HIMSELF as the one engrossing object of love. He knew what was in man- how idolatrous was the human heart- how easily the needle of its love was disturbed by some other and less true attraction- how far an individual could go in the expression of a feeling that bore a strong resemblance of true love to Himself, but which, when tested, would be found false, and if cherished, would prove fatal! He therefore fixes the eye upon Himself. It is quite possible to admire and feel an interest in that which has some relation to Christ apart from love to the person of Christ. We may feel a regard for the minister who preaches Christ, for the edifice which echoes with the name of Christ, for the plans which make Christ known, and yet be destitute of love to Christ! President Edwards, in his masterly work on the "Affections," has clearly and solemnly demonstrated this. A diviner pen has yet more clearly and solemnly taught us that we may, "speak with tongues, have the gift of prophecy, understand all mysteries and all knowledge, have the faith that removes mountains, bestow all our goods to feed the poor, and give our body to be burned," and yet have no love to God or Christ!

The world has its objects of love, various and many- objects suited to each order of mind and standard of taste. The object of one is learning, of another science, of another ambition, with yet another it is the sordid accumulation of wealth. Thus might we traverse the whole circle and show you that every man has his idol; and that if God and Christ constitute not the supreme object, his heart, burning incense to some 'created object' which he substitutes for the

God who created him, has never felt the attraction of divine love.

We come now to the consideration of the OBJECT of the believer's love. Christ invests the subject with no perplexity. He leaves nothing for our speculation, but clearly declares who is the true object of the believer's love. It is HIMSELF. What are some of the features in Christ constituting Himself as the object of the supreme, divine, and absorbing love of the believer? He is an object of love inasmuch as He is the great Revealer of God. Here the theology of some is defective, the views of others dim and low. They regard Christ as a wonderful being, of vast power, of ineffable love, of transcendent excellence, and tender sympathy, and this awakens their admiration and even inspires their love, but there they rest. But we dare not rest here. We must see more than this. We must see the Lord Jesus as the great MANIFESTATION of the Father, the embodiment of all the perfections and attributes of Jehovah. We must see Him as the exponent of the Father's love, or we cannot rest in Him with perfect satisfaction. How could we find repose in Him for our agitated spirits, and yet cherish the dark suspicion that God did not look upon us with complacency, that there were perfections in God that were hostile to us; thoughts in the heart of God not reconciled to us? But the moment faith grasps the truth, "in resting in the love of Christ, I rest in the love of the Father; in finding a home in the bosom of the smitten One, I find a home in the bosom of Him who smote; and now I can travel as on the wings of light, up to the very heart of God, and feel in it the most perfect repose.

Sophistry and unbelief may urge me to cast away my confidence, but nothing can displace it, nothing can take from me the blessed assurance that, in resting in the atoning Savior, I am at peace with God himself. We ask you, then, if, as the great Revealer, He is not worthy of your supreme affection? You love the sun, for throwing his beams of light so gloriously over the face of nature. What enkindles that landscape with such beauty? What gives to the gems of the mine their luster, and to the flowers of the field their perfume and their tint? It is the glowing sun. How much more should we love Jesus, the Sun of Righteousness, for showing us the Father, for revealing to us the glory of God; for blending all His perfections in their reconciliation and harmony. "He that has seen ME has seen the Father."

Equally is Christ an object of love for His own wondrous person. We love Him because He is GOD. We feel we are guilty of no act of idolatry when we bend the knee to Jesus, and offer Him worship and honor equal to the Father. We love to crown Him Lord of all, to trace His every display of power, and word of wisdom, and thought of love, to His veiled Deity. We love to feel that Deity atoned for us; we rejoice to know that Deity undertook, what humanity alone never could have accomplished, the full and eternal redemption of our souls. We love Him, too, for his HUMANITY- the humanity that was as real as ours, that was upheld by the indwelling Deity, that traveled to the cross, and hung and bled and died there. Oh yes! we love Him for all this. Who can contemplate Christ as the Eternal Son of God, exchanging the Father's bosom for the rude embrace of the cross to work out our salvation, and not feel "truly He is the object of my soul's supreme love."

We love Him, too, for His own work's sake, for what He has accomplished. Having voluntarily offered Himself a sacrifice for sin, He stood in our very place, entered into our prison-house, was bound with our fetters, assumed our debt, making Himself responsible to law and justice on our behalf. Ought He not to be the object of supreme affection? Is it not a wonder of wonders how we can contemplate His marvellous stoop, His atoning work for us, His self-sacrifice, and yet feel so little kindlings of love in return?

Nor must we overlook that which, perhaps, we are more prone to forget than anything else- we love Him, or ought to love Him, for His disciplinary dealings with us. This may be a hard truth for some to receive, who, with dark clouds draping their domestic hearth, toiling along flinty and dreary paths, borne down by care and anxiety and grief, are led to question the love of God in His dealings, and to inquire, "Can He love me and deal with me thus?" My reader, there is not a single event in your history, or shadow on your path, or crook in your lot, that is not the fruit of the love of Jesus to you? Does He love your person? Has He pardoned and accepted you? Then, no more question His love in His afflictive, chastening conduct. He is dealing with you in your present trials with that very same love that constrained Him to die for you upon the cross. But the Lord tries the love of His people. Nothing is more clearly revealed in God's Word than the truth that, "the Lord tries the righteous." It is not for Himself that He tries them, blessed be His name! "The foundation of God stands sure, having this seal, the Lord knows those that are His;" and if the Lord knows you as one of His own, pardoned and justified, adopted and saved, He knows all your circumstances, there being nothing in your personal history of which the Lord who chose, because He loved you, has not a special cognisance. It is not for Himself that He proves His people, that He puts the precious ore into the crucible, tests and refines it. Oh, no! Delightful thought! you sheep of the fold, whom the world knows not, whom the saints do not know, who scarcely know yourselves, delightful thought! "I know my sheep," I bear them on my arm and on the palms of my hands; I know their names, I wrote them in the book of life; I knew them in the dark and cloudy day, when my Spirit went after them; I know my superscription, my image, my work in their souls. Blessed thought! Lord, comfort us with it, make us glad with the sweet assurance, "I know my sheep."

And yet, He tries them, He brings to the test every grace of the Spirit in the soul. But especially He tries the grace of love. He tries it by the test of our obedience. "If you love me"- what will follow?- "keep my commandments." Your obedience as my disciple is the proof of your attachment, the expression of your love to me." Is there a command of our Lord and Master irksome or distasteful to a true disciple of Jesus who feels his heart glow with love to the Savior? Not one! What would we think of the love of a child who would run in the face of parental authority, and yet protest that he loved that parent with an unfaltering attachment? Beloved, prompt, unquestioning obedience to any known command of your Lord and Master is a test of love to Him.

He tries our love, too, by service. Love to Christ will constrain the disciple to consecrate himself to the service of Christ. His is the love, not only of an obedient child, but of a faithful, dutiful servant; feeling that there are periods in his Christian life when he places his position as a servant even in advance of his dignity as a son. Thus we find the apostles commencing their epistles, "James, a servant of God and of the Lord Jesus Christ;" "Paul and Timothy, the servants of Jesus Christ;" "Simon Peter, a servant and an apostle of Jesus Christ." Thus they placed their service in precedence of their apostleship, because they felt that a willing service for Jesus was a stronger proof of then love. If the Lord saw fit to place you in a position most obscure, or to assign to you a service the most menial, not calculated to catch the eye or win the applause, but rather the disregard and the rebuff of your fellows, it would be one of the sweetest tests of the reality of your love to Him. When Morrison, the Chinese missionary- the man of God who first gave the Bible to China in its vernacular- offered himself to the directors of the London Missionary Society as a missionary to the heathen, his appearance was so uncultivated and unpromising, that, hesitating to accept him as a candidate, they inquired if he was willing to go simply as an assistant in one of the missionary schools? "Gentlemen," was young Morrison's noble reply, "while the temple of Christ is building, I am willing to be a hewer of wood or a drawer of water." In a moment they decided that a man who so loved his Savior, who was willing to undertake any service for Christ, was the fittest for the higher office of a missionary to the heathen. They accepted him as a missionary, and the result proved that they were not mistaken in their judgment. If, beloved, you love Christ, you will be willing to undertake any service your Lord and Master may appoint you. Love will make drudgery for Jesus pleasant and welcome.

Christ tries our love, again, by the test of suffering. "To you it is given on the behalf of Christ, not only to believe on Him, but also to suffer for His sake." We know these are not days of great persecution for Christ's sake- alas! they are to come- yet we know there is a moral martyrdom which many a disciple of Christ has to pass through who would bear the cross after Jesus.

The Lord sometimes tries our love by physical suffering. Many a child of God may be now tossing on a bed of pain, languor, and restlessness. Jesus has sent this sickness, designed but to prove the reality of love in its endurance. Love to Jesus will sweeten every cup He mingles. It will give repose to restlessness, alleviation to pain, and make all our bed in sickness. Thus, whenever the Lord sees fit to place you in a position of suffering, be sure it is but to try the reality of your love.

He tries it also by the test of principle. When our own interests clash with Christ's, and we are led to say, "Lord, though the temptation is enticing, I dare not yield for my right hand. I love your honor too well to do that which would compromise my integrity as a man of God, and dishonor Your great and precious name." This is the test of principle, and the evidence and triumph of love.

THE APPEAL the believer is able to make to the Lord for the sincerity of his attachment demands our next attention. "Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you." Here was first an acknowledgment of the Deity of Christ. Who can "know all things " but God? Have you, my reader, a latent doubt touching the Deity of Christ? In the solitude of your chamber weigh this argument, examine this evidence, and see if it is not irrefutable and conclusive- that He must be essentially Divine who knows all things? All present and future events, all the hidden springs of action, all the concealed thoughts of the heart, all, all are known to Him who will one day occupy, clad in robes of majesty, the great white throne, unveiling every heart, and sitting in righteous judgment upon the actions of every life. He, then, who is to judge mankind in the last day must needs be essentially divine, must needs be God. We turn to His present knowledge of our love. Oh, what an entrancing thought! to be able to appeal to our Lord's Deity in proof of our love, and to say, "Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you." Have you not this conviction of the reality, if not the depth, of your love to Jesus? Dare you deny that you love Him? What! could you live without Jesus? Could you suffer without Jesus? Could you fence with the foe, vanquish and slay him, without Jesus? Could you do anything without Christ? do you feel no thrill of holy affection pulsating within your breast? What! do you not love His people, and love His truth, and love His service, because you love His person? Do you not say, "Lord, I dare not boast of the strength or constancy of my love to You; it ebbs and flows like the ocean's tide, yet, one thing I know- I do love you!" Then, deny not your love to the Savior, lest you wound His heart and grieve that Holy Spirit of love, by whose inspiration it was enkindled within your breast.

Having presented an outline of this subject, we return to the truth with which we commenced, and with which we close the chapter- love's place of nourishment and growth is the foot of the Cross. Where should our Christ-loving hearts repose but where Christ's loving heart bled? Our hearts should feel no magnet so powerful as the cross of Jesus, no attraction like the Crucified One. Look at this precious truth in two or three particulars.

The cross of Jesus inspires our love. It would seem impossible to be brought by the Holy Spirit to the foot of the cross, and not feel the inspiration of love. If love begets love, surely a believing apprehension of the amazing, the unparalleled love of Jesus, bending His look of forgiveness upon us from the cross, will thaw our icy hearts into the warmest glow of affection. Behold the source of your love to God! "We love Him because He first loved us." No throb of love had dilated our hearts had not God first touched them with His own. Believe in the love of God, believe that Jesus loves you, and you shall be sensible of a new-born affection glowing within your breast. You are not called to believe in your love to God, but in God's love to you! Do not argue, "I cannot love God! I have striven to my uttermost to do so, but have failed in all my endeavors, until in despair I have abandoned the thought and relinquished the attempt." Be it so- no effort of your own can strike a spark of love to God from your heart. Nor does God demand the task at your hands. All that He requires of you is faith in His love, as embodied and expressed in Jesus Christ to poor sinners. The new and living way He has opened to His reconciled heart, the ample promise He has made to save you, the willingness He has shown to pardon and accept you, the love, the astonishing, the marvellous love, He has exhibited in giving you His beloved Son to die in your stead, are cords by which He would draw your loving heart to Himself. Oh, will not this suffice? Have faith in God's love. Believe that Jesus loves you, and your heart shall glow with a love in return which will bear it on in a willing obedience and unreserved surrender, in faithful service and patient suffering, enwrapped, consumed amid the flames of its own heaven-inspired and heaven-ascending affection.

The cross of Jesus rekindles and restores our waning love. No grace of the Spirit is so sensitive to the influence of a chilling spiritual atmosphere as the grace of love. No divine principle of the soul sooner droops than it. "The love of many waxes cold," is not the lament of one age of the Church only, it is her lament now. What are some of the producing causes? The influence of the world will chill it; the encroachments of temporal engagements upon the study of God's Word, the devout transactions of the closet, the ordinances of the sanctuary, will chill it; the society of half-hearted Christians- cold, worldly, light professors- will chill it; unfitting levity of spirit, trifling with sin, carnal pursuits, will chill it; an idolatrous love of the creature will chill it; fretting against the Lord, murmuring at His dealings, rebellion against His authority and chastenings, will chill it. Alas! how much there is to produce deep and sad declension in the love of our hearts to the Lord, and how soon its warm, flowing current chills and congeals! Oh that our hearts should so soon grow cold in their affections towards Him whose love to us is ever so warm, who ransomed us from hell with His own heart's blood! Let shame and confusion of face cover us. Let deep humiliation, tender, holy contrition, prostrate us beneath the cross, that we should for one moment gaze coldly upon so divine and gracious, so lovely and precious a Redeemer. But here is the remedy- the foot of the cross! Bringing there our chilled affections, our cold hearts, we rekindle the dying flame at this altar of love, and again, and with more touching earnestness and deeper sincerity, we exclaim, "Lord, you know all things, you know that I love you!"

It is at the cross of Jesus we shall prove more intensely the constraining power of Christ's love in our hearts. The great impelling motive of our holy obedience to Christ, and of all faithful service for Christ, is love. God would have our hearts moved towards Him by the same divine impulse that moved His heart towards us. "Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us, and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins." This is to be the principle of our unreserved surrender to God- "The love of Christ constrains us." Desire we, then, to feel the all-commanding, all-persuasive, all-impelling power of love? Let us go to the foot of the cross and receive its inspiration there. Allow no motive to influence you lower than this. See that love to self, love to the creature, love for some fond idol is absorbed and lost in love to Christ. Yield your heart to the gentle yet irresistible force of love enkindled at the cross of Jesus. Love, there begotten, will give completeness to your obedience, cheerfulness to your service, sweetness to your cross. It will impart dignity to the most menial service, and pleasantness to the most toilsome drudgery for Christ. It will enable you to bow your head silently to the stroke that has laid you low- to drink uncomplainingly the cup from which perhaps now you shrink- resolutely to sever that tie that binds you to some absorbing idol and displaces your Lord- to relinquish, or take up, that which involves the honor and glory of Him who loved you unto death. Sit down, then, close at the foot of the cross- for there is nothing but love there- and love to Christ will attain the ascendency; and, borne upon the bosom of its gentle, irresistible tide, obedience, service, and suffering for your Lord will be on earth your ambition, your joy and crown.

In conclusion. Do not be satisfied with vain and fruitless lamentations over the littleness and coldness of your love to Christ. Your love to the Savior will never be nourished by feeding upon itself. It has no power of self-inspiration. Argument will not intensify it, reasoning will not increase it, lamentation will not quicken it. Love can only be enkindled at the altar of love. Look directly at the love of Jesus- get a more believing apprehension of His great love to you- leave the shallows of your own love, and descend into the depths of His love- light the torch of your affections at the flame which glows upon Calvary; and you then shall no more doubt the existence or lament the chill of your love to God in Christ, but, with a depth of feeling and a power of emphasis unknown before, you shall awaken the sweet echoes of heaven with your exclamation, "Lord, you know that I love you!"

It is only at the cross of Jesus that your heart will be perfected in love. And less than this is unworthy your aim. "We have known and believe the love that God has to us. God is love; and he that dwells in love, dwells in God, and God in him. Herein is our love made perfect." Thus perfected in love, knowing and believing of a truth that God loves you, the slavish fear that has produced so much torment will be cast out, and the sunshine of love will fill your whole soul with its divine radiance. And oh, how many beauteous rainbows will then pencil the dark, watery clouds of your earthly pilgrimage! You will see nothing but love in your trials, nothing but love in your sorrows, nothing but love in your losses, nothing but love in all your Father's dealings- for love's rainbow, arching and encircling all the children of God, bends its smile on you.

Remember the cross of Jesus is the place where we learn to love one another! Do we discover in our hearts any decrease of love to the saints? Do we detect a lack of charity, forbearance, forgiveness, fellowship, and communion towards God's people? Do we find sectarianism separating us, bigotry contracting us, misunderstanding alienating us, jealousy chilling us, misrepresentation prejudicing us, selfishness collapsing us? In a moment, without hesitation or debate, let us repair to the foot of Christ's cross, and before that marvellous spectacle of disinterested self-sacrifice, and bleeding, dying love, let the blush of shame crimson our cheek that we should ever look coldly upon, or speak uncharitably of, a brother or a sister enfolded in the arms that love extends, ransomed by the blood that love has shed! Beneath the cross of Jesus our shibboleths are lost in the music of love, our exclusiveness is enlarged in the expansion of love, our coldness, alienation, and distrust are dissolved and consumed in the heat of love- the love of Christ filling our hearts with affection to Himself, fills them with affection to His people. Prostrate before that cross, and reading your pardon there; surveying the price with which your ransom was secured, contemplating your deep obligation to the great love with which God has loved you, weighing what you owe as a debtor to the mercy that tides over all your transgressions; what sentiment other than love, forgiveness, and sympathy can you cherish for the saints who, though they may have wronged and wounded you, who, though they belong not to your communion, and differ from your creed, yet love the same Savior whom you love, and cling to the same cross that saves and shelters you?

Keep in constant remembrance the love of Jesus. "We will remember Your love," (Song Sol. i. 4.) Avail yourself of every occasion of trial, and sorrow, and temptation, and need to recall it to memory. Do not neglect the ordinance He has especially appointed to keep us in remembrance of Himself. "Do this in remembrance of ME." Remember all that His love has done and is doing for you now. Remember it in prosperity, to keep you humble; remember it in adversity, to keep you from desponding; remember it in loneliness, to sweeten your solitude; remember it in the night-watches, to raise your song; remember it in service, to animate and strengthen you; remember it in sickness and in death, and it will bear you home to that pure and bright world where, having learned to sing Christ's love at the cross, you will now chant its praise eternally before the throne!

"Oh! let me all forget but Thee,

And Your deep love, my Savior God!

Let every fond remembrance flee,

But that which points me to Your blood.

"The fleet- the false- the fading dreams

Of earthly joys, forever past!

Which came and went like sunny beams,

Too bright- too beautiful to last.

"Oh! let them all forgotten be,

And You alone possess my heart,

For I have all that life can be,

If You Yourself to me impart.

"Who from the dazzling realms of light,

Where hosts of angels owned Your sway,

To bring me there, bore Sin's dark blight,

And lowly came-a Child of clay!

"Who in my lost and rebel state,

Forgetting You- asleep in sin,

Raised me from death!- oh, love how great

That I might life eternal win.

"That as a gem set in Your crown,

I through Your grace might ever shine

Oh! when I bow before Your throne,

I'll think upon this love of thine.

"Yes, when I join the holy throng;

I'll think of all Your love to me,

And swell the sweet, the joyous song,

In telling what I owe to Thee!

"I'll think upon Your dealings here,

How I was kept from hour to hour;

How You did chase each trembling fear,

And saved me from the Tempter's power.

"I'll think of days of sorrow too,

When midst their darkness You did smile,

And changed earth's sad and sable hue

To holy light, for me the while.

"When piercing thorns pained my heart,

And I had none my grief to share,

I'll think how You did heal the smart,

And calmed the grief that rankled there.

"Remember You! and all Your love-

Changeless, when I too often have changed;

Oh! memory, never let it remove,

Until faith is into sight exchanged.

"Lord, so would I remember Thee,

That, by Your love constrained to live

Apart from earth, the world might see

That heart and life to You I give.

"And while eternal ages roll,

Your love shall be my ceaseless song;

You who have saved my guilty soul,

Praises to You alone belong.

"Who is there, Lord, on earth below,

That I would with Your love compare?

And when above Your saints I know,

I'll love You still supremely there."

《十字架脚下》

屋大维·温斯洛著

十字架脚下的爱

「你爱我吗?」他说:「主阿,你是无所不知的;你知道我爱你。」(约21:17)

若问在什么地方,信徒对基督的爱能得到最属神的激励、最强劲而健全的推动,那地方莫过于耶稣的十字架前。髑髅地的十字架是神圣之爱的祭坛;在那里,爱以它最崇高、最感人、最动人心弦的形式显现。神的一切完全,在人的救赎中都显明出来;但没有一项像爱那样鲜明、宝贵而超越。「神就是爱」这几个字,仿佛用活泼发光的字体写在十字架上。诚然,在耶稣的十字架上,公义有了令人敬畏的显明,圣洁有了严肃的显明;

真理得到严厉的维护,大能也有压倒一切的明证;但神圣的爱发出更耀眼的光辉,使这一切都隐在它的光中。耶稣的十字架,是爱的画像,是爱的说明,也是爱的祭物;在那里,这株从天上而来、栽在信徒灵魂里的属神植物,最深地扎根,展现最丰盛的美丽,散发最甘甜的馨香。我们已经在耶稣的十字架前思想过悔改与信心这两样恩典;现在,让我们在同一片圣洁的光中,观看与它们相连的爱之恩典。

爱基督既是我们基督信仰的实质,也是它的证据。我们既信耶稣,便在这方面反映神本性的荣美,虽然那反映确实微弱。「神就是爱;住在爱里面的,就是住在神里面,神也住在他里面。」再没有什么比爱更能真实、更有力地检验我们的信仰。成全律法和顺服福音,都可归到同一个原则,就是爱的原则。「爱就完全了律法。」「你们若爱我,就必遵守我的命令。」我们的主正是这样检验彼得对祂的依恋和忠诚:「你爱我吗?」救主使他离开其他一切对象,把自己摆在他面前,作门徒之爱惟一、独占全心的对象:「你爱的是我吗?」这里有属神的磁石,也有它的吸引力。我们的主从未提出一个比这更富含深意、更感人的问题;门徒也从未给出一个比这更贴切、更宝贵的回答:「主阿,你是无所不知的;你知道我爱你。」亲爱的弟兄们,这问题和回答同样关乎我们。救主向每一个自称跟随祂的人,提出同样的问题。彼得的回答在我们心里有回应吗?它是我们情感的回声吗?让我们凭信心来到十字架脚下,在它严肃的光中,为这件至关重要的事,就是我们对救主的爱,与耶稣、也与自己的心认真相对。让我们把自己的情感带到这项检验前,用它察验我们的信仰。要看见基督正在亲自向我们每一个人说话,向你说,也向我说:「你爱我吗?」我们预备怎样回答呢?亲爱的读者,让我把第一点摆在你面前,尽力帮助你查问这件重大的事:

爱的对象。「你爱的是我吗?」我们的主提出问题时,采用这样的形式,把祂自己摆出来作爱所独占的惟一对象;其中的智慧令我们惊叹敬拜。祂知道人心里所存的,知道人的心何等容易拜偶像,爱的磁针又何等容易被另一个不真实的吸引力搅动。祂也知道,一个人表达出来的感情,可以走得很远,表面上与真正爱祂非常相似;然而,一经检验就会显出虚假,人若继续怀抱它,结局必然致命。因此,祂使我们的眼目定睛在祂自己身上。一个人完全可能对某些与基督有关的事物感到欣赏和兴趣,却不爱基督自己。我们可能看重传讲基督的牧者,看重回荡基督之名的礼拜堂,也看重使人认识基督的各种计划,内心却没有对基督的爱!爱德华兹在他论《宗教情感》的杰出著作中,清楚而严肃地证明了这一点。另有一支更属神的笔,更清楚、更严肃地教导我们:即使我们「能说万人的方言,有先知讲道之能,明白各样的奥秘、各样的知识,有全备的信叫我们能够移山,将所有的周济穷人,又舍己身叫人焚烧」,我们仍可能不爱神,也不爱基督!

世界有形形色色、数目众多的爱慕对象,分别迎合各种心思和品味标准。这个人爱学问,那个人爱科学,另一个人爱野心所追求的成就,还有一个人爱卑下地积聚财富。我们若沿着整个范围逐一察看,就能向你显明,人人都有自己的偶像;神和基督若不是他至高爱慕的对象,他的心就是在向某个「受造之物」烧香,把它放在

创造他的神的位置上;这样的心从未感受过神圣之爱的吸引。

现在,我们来思想信徒所爱的对象。基督没有使这题目变得难解,也没有留下什么让我们推测,而是清楚宣告信徒真正爱慕的对象是谁,就是祂自己。基督里面有哪些特质,使祂成为信徒至高、属神而独占全心之爱的对象呢?第一,祂是启示神的那一位,因此是我们爱慕的对象。有些人的神学在这里有所缺欠,另一些人的眼光则昏暗低浅。他们把基督看作一位奇妙的存在,具有浩大的能力、无法言喻的爱、超越的荣美和温柔的体恤;这一切激起他们的惊叹,甚至激发他们的爱,然而他们就停在那里。我们却不敢停在那里,必须看见更多:我们必须看见主耶稣是父伟大的显明,是耶和华一切完全与属性具体的显明;我们必须看见祂说明并显明父的爱,否则就不能完全满足地安息在祂里面。我们的灵既动荡不安,又怎能一面在祂里面寻得安息,一面仍存着阴暗的猜疑,以为神并不喜悦地看顾我们,以为神的某些完全与我们敌对,神心里的某些意念仍未与我们和好呢?但信心一把握这真理:「我安息在基督的爱中,就是安息在父的爱中;我在那位被击打者的怀里找到家,也就是在那位击打祂的父怀里找到家。如今,我可以仿佛乘着光的翅膀,一直进入神的心,在其中感到最完全的安息。」

诡辩与不信或许催促我丢弃这样的信靠,却没有什么能挪去它,也没有什么能夺走这蒙福的确据:我安息在赎罪的救主里面,就与神自己相和。所以我们要问:基督既是伟大的启示者,岂不配得你至高的爱慕吗?太阳把灿烂光芒洒遍大自然的表面,你因此喜爱太阳。是什么使景色燃起这样的美丽?是什么使矿中的宝石发光,使田野的花朵散发香气、披上颜色?是灼热发光的太阳。我们岂不更应当爱耶稣这公义的日头吗?祂把父显给我们,向我们启示神的荣耀,又使神一切的完全在彼此和谐一致中一同显明。「人看见了我,就是看见了父。」

基督也因祂自己奇妙的位格,成为我们爱慕的对象。我们爱祂,因为祂是神。我们向耶稣屈膝,把与父同等的敬拜和尊荣献给祂,并不觉得自己犯了拜偶像的罪。我们乐意给祂加冕,尊祂为万有之主;也乐意从祂每一次大能的显现、每一句智慧的话和每一个爱的意念中,看见祂隐藏的神性。我们喜爱地体认:为我们成就赎罪的是这位具有神性的基督;我们欢喜知道,这位神人中保凭祂的神性承担了单凭人性绝不能完成的工作,就是完全而永远地救赎我们的灵魂。我们也因祂的人性爱祂;那人性与我们的一样真实,与祂的神性在同一位格中联合并蒙其托住;它一路走到十字架,在那里被悬挂、流血而死。哦,是的!我们因这一切爱祂。谁能思想基督这位神永恒的儿子,为要成就我们的救恩,离开父的怀抱,承受十字架粗暴的拥抱,却不从心里感到:「祂真是我灵魂至高爱慕的对象」呢?

我们也因祂自己的工作,就是祂所成就的一切而爱祂。祂甘愿献上自己作赎罪的祭,站在我们原来的地位上,进入我们的牢狱,被我们的锁链捆绑,承担我们的债务,为我们亲自向律法与公义负责。祂岂不当成为我们至高爱慕的对象吗?我们思想祂何等奇妙地降卑,为我们成就赎罪之工,又舍弃自己,心中却只点起那么微弱的爱火来回应祂;这岂不是奇事中的奇事吗?

还有一点不可忽略,也许这比其他一切更容易被我们忘记:我们爱祂,或应当爱祂,也是因为祂对我们的管教。有些人家中被乌云笼罩,在坚硬凄凉的路上辛苦前行,又被挂虑、焦急和悲伤压倒,可能很难接受这真理。他们因神这样待自己,就质疑祂的爱,问道:「祂若爱我,怎会这样待我?」亲爱的读者,你一生没有一件事、路上没有一片阴影、境遇中没有一处曲折,不是耶稣爱你的果子。祂爱你本人吗?祂已经赦免并接纳你吗?那么,祂使你受苦、管教你时,就不可再质疑祂的爱。祂在你现今的试炼中待你,所怀的正是当初催逼祂在十字架上为你舍命的同一个爱。然而,主确实试验祂百姓的爱。神的话再清楚不过地启示:「耶和华试验义人。」祂试验他们,并不是要叫自己知道,祂的名是应当称颂的!「然而,神坚固的根基立住了,上面有这印记说:主认识谁是他的人。」主若知道你是属祂的人,知道你已经蒙赦免、得称为义、被收纳为儿女并且得救,祂也知道你一切的处境。祂拣选你,是因为祂爱你;你的个人经历没有一件不在祂特别的认识中。祂把宝贵的矿石放进坩埚里,检验并炼净它;这不是为了使自己认识祂的百姓。哦,绝不是!这是何等可喜的思想!圈中的羊啊,世界不认识你,圣徒也不认识你,你甚至几乎不认识自己;但这是何等可喜的思想:「我认识我的羊。」我把他们抱在臂弯,也把他们托在掌上;我知道他们的名字,也把名字写在生命册上;在黑暗多云的日子,我的灵出去寻找他们时,我就认识他们;我认识自己在他们身上的题字、形像和在他们灵魂里的工作。多么蒙福的思想!主啊,求你用它安慰我们,使我们因这甘甜的确据欢喜:「我认识我的羊。」

然而,祂仍要试验他们,要检验灵魂里圣灵所结的每一种恩典;祂尤其试验爱的恩典。祂用我们的顺服来试验爱。「你们若爱我」,接下来是什么呢?「就必遵守我的命令。」你作我门徒所有的顺服,正是你依恋我的证明,也是你爱我的表达。一个真门徒心中燃烧着对救主的爱;主和主人已经显明的命令中,有哪一条会令他厌烦或反感呢?一条也没有!一个孩子若公然违抗父母的权柄,却声称自己坚定不移地爱父母,我们会怎样看待这样的爱呢?亲爱的弟兄们,对你的主和主人任何已经显明的命令,迅速而毫不质疑地顺服,正是爱祂的检验。

祂也用服事试验我们的爱。爱基督会催逼门徒把自己分别出来服事基督。他的爱不只是顺命儿女的爱,也是忠信尽责之仆人的爱;他会觉得,在基督徒一生的某些时刻,自己作为仆人的地位,甚至要摆在作为儿子的尊荣之前。因此,使徒在书信开头这样写:「作神和主耶稣基督仆人的雅各」;「基督耶稣的仆人保罗和提摩太」;「作耶稣基督仆人和使徒的西门彼得。」他们把仆人的身份放在使徒身份之前,因为他们体会到,甘愿服事耶稣更能有力地证明他们的爱。主若认为合宜,把你放在最不显眼的地位,或把最卑微的服事派给你;这服事不能引人注目、赢得称赞,反而会招来同伴的忽视和拒绝;这将成为最甘甜的检验之一,证明你对祂的爱是否真实。第一位把圣经译成中国通行语言的中国宣教士马礼逊,是一位属神的人。当他向伦敦传道会的董事申请作向异教之民传福音的宣教士时,他的外表缺少教养,又似乎看不出前途,以至董事犹豫是否接纳他为候选人,便问他是否愿意只在一所宣教学校里作助手。年轻的马礼逊高尚地回答:「先生们,只要基督的殿还在建造,我愿作劈柴的人,也愿作挑水的人。」他们立刻断定,一个这样爱救主、甘愿为基督承担任何服事的人,最适合担任向异教之民传福音这一更高的职分。他们接纳他作宣教士,结果证明他们的判断没有错。亲爱的弟兄,你若爱基督,就会甘愿承担你的主和主人所派给你的任何服事。爱会使人为耶稣所作的苦工变得愉快而可喜。

基督还用受苦来试验我们的爱。「因为你们蒙恩,不但得以信服基督,并要为他受苦。」我们知道,现今还不是为基督遭受大逼迫的日子;可叹,那些日子还会临到。然而我们也知道,有许多想背起十字架跟从耶稣的门徒,必须经过一种道德上的殉道。

主有时用身体的痛苦试验我们的爱。此刻也许有许多神的儿女,正在疼痛、衰弱、不得安歇的病床上辗转。耶稣差来这疾病,只为藉着忍耐试验他们的爱是否真实。爱耶稣,会使祂调和的每一只杯都变得甘甜;会使不得安歇的人得安宁,使疼痛减轻,也会在病中为我们铺床。所以,主无论何时看为合宜,把你放在受苦的处境中,你都当确信,这只是为试验你的爱是否真实。

祂也用原则试验我们的爱。当自己的利益与基督的利益冲突时,我们就会说:「主啊,这试探虽然诱人,我却不敢让步,哪怕要舍去右手也在所不惜。我太爱惜你的尊荣,绝不肯作一件有损我作属神之人应有正直、羞辱你伟大而宝贵之名的事。」这就是原则的试验,也是爱的证据和得胜。

接下来,我们要留意信徒能够向主陈明什么,证明自己的爱是真诚的:「主阿,你是无所不知的;你知道我爱你。」这句话首先承认基督的神性。除了神以外,谁能「知道万事」呢?亲爱的读者,你心底是否仍对基督的神性存有疑惑?请你在内室独处时衡量这个论证,查验这项证据,看看这个结论是否无法反驳、确凿无疑:知道万事的那一位,必然具有神性。现在和将来的一切事件、推动行动的一切隐秘源头、心中隐藏的一切意念,所有这一切,全都为祂所知。有一天,祂要身披威严的衣袍,坐在白色大宝座上,揭露每一颗心,按公义审判每个人一生的行为。既然祂要在末日审判全人类,祂就必然具有神性,必然是神。现在,让我们来看祂怎样知道我们的爱。哦,这是何等令人心驰神往的思想!我们竟能以主的神性为凭据,证明我们爱祂,并说:「主阿,你是无所不知的;你知道我爱你。」即使你对耶稣的爱不深,你岂不仍确信这爱是真实的吗?你敢否认自己爱祂吗?怎么!你能没有耶稣而活吗?你能没有耶稣而受苦吗?你能没有耶稣而与仇敌交锋,胜过并杀败他吗?你能不靠基督作任何事吗?你胸中难道没有圣洁爱慕的脉搏在跳动吗?怎么!你岂不是因为爱祂自己,也爱祂的百姓、祂的真理和祂的服事吗?你岂不这样说:「主啊,我不敢夸耀自己对你的爱有多强、多坚定;它像海潮一样有涨有落。然而有一件事我知道,就是我确实爱你!」既然如此,就不要否认你对救主的爱,免得伤祂的心,又叫那位把这爱点燃在你胸中的慈爱圣灵担忧。

我们已经列出了本题的大纲;现在回到开头的真理,也要用它结束本章:滋养爱、使爱增长的地方,就在十字架脚下。爱基督的心,除了在基督那颗爱人的心流血之处以外,还能在哪里安息呢?再没有什么磁石比耶稣的十字架更能吸引我们的心,也没有什么吸引力能与被钉十字架的主相比。让我们从两三方面来看这宝贵的真理。

耶稣的十字架激发我们的爱。圣灵若把人领到十字架脚下,他似乎不可能不受爱所激励。爱若能生出爱,那么,我们凭信心切身把握耶稣那令人惊叹、无可比拟的爱,看见祂从十字架上以赦免的目光垂顾我们,冰冷的心就必融化,燃起最温暖的爱火。看哪,这就是你爱神的源头!「我们爱,因为神先爱我们。」神若没有先用自己的爱触摸我们的心,我们的心就不会因爱而有一次跳动。你当相信神的爱,相信耶稣爱你;这样,你就会感到一种新生的爱在胸中燃烧。神所召你相信的,不是你对神的爱,而是神对你的爱!不要辩解说:「我不能爱神!我已经竭尽全力尝试,却在所有努力中失败,直到绝望地放弃这个念头,不再尝试。」即便如此,你自己的任何努力,都无法从心中点起一点爱神之火。神也没有要求你亲手完成这项任务。祂所要求你的,就是相信祂在耶稣基督里向可怜罪人具体显明的爱。祂已经开了一条又新又活的路,使罪人得以亲近祂那颗已经向他们显出和好的心;祂赐下宽广的应许,要拯救你;祂显明自己甘愿赦免并接纳你;祂把爱子赐下代替你受死,藉此显明祂的爱,那令人惊叹、奇妙无比的爱。这一切都是祂用来把你那颗爱慕的心吸引归向自己的绳索。哦,这还不够吗?要相信神的爱,相信耶稣爱你;你的心就会燃起爱来回应。这爱要带领你的心甘愿顺服、毫无保留地降服,忠信服事、忍耐受苦;你的心要被这从天上激发、又升向天上的爱火包围、焚烧。

耶稣的十字架重新点燃并恢复我们渐渐衰微的爱。在圣灵所赐的一切恩典中,没有什么像爱这样容易受属灵寒气影响;在灵魂一切属神的原则中,也没有什么比它更快低垂。「只因不法的事增多,许多人的爱心才渐渐冷淡了。」这不只是教会某个时代的哀叹,也是她今日的哀叹。哪些原因会造成这事呢?世界的影响会使爱冷淡;今生的事务侵占研读神的话语、在内室虔诚祷告、参与会堂蒙恩之道的时间,会使爱冷淡;与不冷不热、冷淡属世、轻浮有名无实的基督徒来往,会使爱冷淡;不合宜的轻佻、轻慢地对待罪、追逐肉体的事,会使爱冷淡;拜偶像般地爱受造者,会使爱冷淡;对主烦躁、因祂的安排发怨言、反抗祂的权柄和管教,也会使爱冷淡。可叹!有这么多事能使我们心中对主的爱深深衰退、令人忧伤;那温暖流动的爱流又何等迅速地变冷凝结!祂对我们的爱始终如此温暖,甚至用自己的心血把我们从地狱赎回;我们的心对祂的爱竟这样迅速冷淡!愿羞愧和惭愧遮盖我们。我们竟有片刻冷冷地注视这样一位属神、满有恩典、如此可爱宝贵的救赎主;愿深深的降卑、温柔圣洁的痛悔,使我们俯伏在十字架下。然而,医治就在这里:十字架脚下!我们把冷淡的情感、冰冷的心带到这里,就在这爱的祭坛上重新点燃将残的火焰;然后怀着更感人的热切和更深的真诚,再次呼喊:「主阿,你是无所不知的;你知道我爱你!」

我们惟有在耶稣的十字架前,才能更强烈地感受基督之爱在心中的催逼力量。我们圣洁顺服基督、忠信服事基督,最大的推动力就是爱。神愿意我们的心受同一种属神的力量感动而归向祂;这力量当初也感动祂的心向我们施爱。「不是我们爱神,乃是神爱我们,差他的儿子,为我们的罪作了挽回祭,这就是爱了。」我们毫无保留地把自己交给神,应当出于这个原则:「基督的爱激励我们。」那么,我们渴望感受那统管一切、劝服一切、推动一切的爱之能力吗?让我们到十字架脚下,在那里领受爱的激励。不可让任何低于此的动机支配你。你要使爱自己、爱受造者、爱某个心爱偶像的情感,全被爱基督所吸收并消失。把你的心交给那在耶稣十字架上点燃、温柔却无法抵挡的爱之力量。在那里生出的爱,会使你的顺服完全,使你的服事欢喜,使你的十字架甘甜;它会使最卑微的服事带着尊荣,也使为基督所作最劳苦的工作变得愉快。它会使你在那击打你、使你降卑的一击之下,默然低头;使你毫无怨言地喝下那杯,也许你此刻仍在畏缩不肯喝;使你坚决割断那条把你绑在某个独占全心的偶像上、把你的主挤出去的绳索;又使你为那位爱你以至于死的主之尊荣与荣耀,放下当放下的,拿起当拿起的。所以,要紧靠十字架脚下坐着,因为那里只有爱。对基督的爱必取得主权;你被它温柔而无法抵挡的潮流托在怀中时,在地上顺服、服事并为主受苦,就会成为你的抱负、喜乐和冠冕。

最后,不要只为自己对基督的爱微小冷淡,作徒然无益的哀叹,就以此为满足。你对救主的爱若只以自己为食,就永远得不到滋养;它没有自行激发的能力。辩论不能加强它,推理不能增添它,哀叹也不能使它活跃。爱只能在爱的祭坛上点燃。你要直接仰望耶稣的爱;凭信心更切身地把握祂对你的大爱;离开自己之爱的浅滩,下到祂爱你的深处;在髑髅地燃烧的火焰上点亮你情感的火炬。这样,你就不再怀疑自己对那位在基督里向你显明的神是否有爱,也不再为这爱冷淡而哀叹;你反会带着从未有过的深情和有力语气,唤醒天上甘甜的回声,呼喊:「主阿,你知道我爱你!」

惟有在耶稣的十字架前,你的心才会在爱中得以完全。把目标定得低于此,并不相宜。「神爱我们的心,我们也知道也信。神就是爱;住在爱里面的,就是住在神里面,神也住在他里面。这样,爱在我们里面得以完全。」你这样在爱中得以完全,实在知道并相信神爱你,那曾造成许多痛苦的奴仆之惧就要被除去,爱的阳光要用属神的光辉充满你的整个灵魂。哦,到那时,会有多少美丽的彩虹,描画在你尘世天路中阴暗含雨的云层上!在试炼中,你只看见爱;在忧伤中,只看见爱;在损失中,只看见爱;在天父一切的带领中,也只看见爱。因为爱的彩虹拱起,环绕神所有儿女,也向你展露笑容。

要记得,耶稣的十字架也是我们学习彼此相爱的地方!我们发现自己对众圣徒的爱减少了吗?我们察觉自己对神的百姓缺乏仁爱、忍耐、饶恕、团契和相交吗?我们发现宗派意识使我们分开,偏执使我们心胸狭窄,误解使我们疏远,嫉妒使我们冷淡,歪曲的说法使我们怀有成见,自私使我们向内蜷缩吗?那么,立刻就到基督的十字架脚下,不要迟疑,也不要辩论。在那无私舍己、流血受死之爱的奇妙景象前,让羞愧的红潮染满我们的面颊:一个弟兄或姊妹,正被爱伸出的膀臂环抱,被爱所流的宝血赎回;我们竟曾冷冷地看他,或以不仁爱的话论他!在耶稣的十字架下,我们彼此区分的口号消失在爱的乐声中,我们排斥人的狭窄被爱扩张,我们的冷淡、疏远和猜疑也在爱的热力中融化烧尽。基督的爱既使我们的心充满对祂自己的爱,也使我们的心充满对祂百姓的爱。你俯伏在十字架前,从那里读到自己的赦免;你察看自己得赎所付的代价,思想神爱你的大爱使你承担何等深的义务,又衡量自己欠那怜悯多少债,因为它带你越过一切过犯。那么,即使有些圣徒曾亏负并伤害你,即使他们不属于你的教会团契,认信也与你不同,只要他们爱你所爱的同一位救主,紧靠那拯救并遮蔽你的同一个十字架,你对他们除了爱、饶恕与体恤以外,还能怀有什么心呢?

要常常记念耶稣的爱。「我们要称赞你的爱情。」(歌1:4)每逢试炼、忧伤、试探和缺乏,都要把握机会重新记起这爱。不可忽略祂特意设立、使我们记念祂的蒙恩之道:「你们也应当如此行,为的是记念我。」要记得祂的爱已经为你成就、如今仍在为你成就的一切。亨通时记念这爱,使你谦卑;逆境中记念这爱,使你不致灰心;孤独中记念这爱,使独处变得甘甜;夜更时记念这爱,使你扬声歌唱;服事时记念这爱,使你振奋刚强;疾病和死亡中也要记念这爱,它必带你回到那纯净明亮的世界。你已经在十字架前学会歌唱基督的爱;到了那里,就要在宝座前永远吟唱、赞美这爱!

「哦!愿我忘却一切,惟独不忘你,
也不忘你深厚的爱,我的救主、我的神!
愿一切眷恋的回忆尽都消逝,
只留下那将我指向你宝血的回忆。
那些转瞬、虚妄、消逝的梦,
那些属世的欢愉,都已永远过去!
它们来去如灿烂的阳光,
太耀眼、太美丽,不能长存。
哦!愿它们全被遗忘,
惟愿你独自占有我的心;
因为生命所能有的一切,我都有了,
只要你将自己赐给我。
你曾从耀眼的光明之境而来,
在那里,众天使都承认你掌权;
为要带我到那里,你承担罪的幽暗祸患,
卑微降临,成为取了血肉之体的婴孩!
我曾沉沦悖逆,
忘却你,在罪中沉睡;
你却使我从死里起来!哦,何等大爱,
使我可以得着永生。
使我如镶在你冠冕上的宝石,
靠着你的恩典永远发光。
哦!当我俯伏在你宝座前,
我必思想你的这份爱。
是的,当我加入圣洁的会众,
我必思想你向我所显的一切慈爱;
我必一同唱响那甘甜欢欣的歌,
述说我所欠你的一切!
我必思想你在世上怎样待我,
怎样时时刻刻保守我;
怎样驱散每一个使我战兢的恐惧,
又救我脱离那试探者的权势。
我也必思想那些忧伤的日子,
在黑暗之中,你曾向我微笑;
你曾为我把尘世悲凉幽暗的色彩,
变为圣洁的光明。
当刺人的荆棘使我心痛,
无人与我分担愁苦;
我必思想你怎样医治那痛楚,
平息心中郁结的悲伤。
记念你!记念你全部的爱,
我屡次改变,你的爱却永不改变;
哦,记忆啊,绝不可让这爱离去,
直到信心变为亲眼看见。
主啊,我愿如此记念你,
受你的爱激励而活,
与尘世分别,使世人看见,
我把心与生命都献给你。
当永恒的岁月不断流转,
你的爱必作我不息的歌;
你曾拯救我这有罪的灵魂,
赞美惟独属于你。
主啊,在这地上有谁,
是我愿拿来与你的爱相比的呢?
到了天上,当我认识你的众圣徒,
我在那里仍要以你为至爱。」